Update Tue 13 Aug

Awake: 6:30

Workout: 17:00 – Cardio workout Good session

Breakfast: eggs and bacon

Lunch: Rice, chicken, squash

Dinner: fish cake and vegetables, cottage cheese and avocado

Liquids: 2 Americanos, 1.5 L water

Thoughts: felt good, coding went well on RMF

Bedtime: 11:30

It’s not optional!

The European Masters in Vienna is coming up the week after next so I have been doing a fair bit of training but, unfortunately, the recover time hasn’t been sufficient.

I have been getting in some matches along with the core training sessions. All things considered it has gone well other than the fatigue that sets in towards the end of the week.

Work has been fairly hectic as well so it is leading to longer days with having to address some issues when I arrive home late in the evening. Instead of winding down and going to bed by 11 I am engaged in cognitive tasks on the laptop. Avoiding that was one of my priority daily seeds.

During our weekly WR status call I said that I was finding it hard to find a slot to perform my long endurance workouts – not surprising given the work and tournament preparation.

It occurred to be me afterwards that I need to change the mindset a bit. I have been looking to add in the endurance and mobility workouts when I can find a free slot. But, if I have any hope of completing the WR these workouts cannot be treated as “when I can find the time”. They are not optional and I must scheduled them as priority items in my weekly timetable.

Speaking your mind … or not

Karam and I had our weekly video conference on Tuesday when it emerged that we both were going though similar emotions but keeping them to ourselves.

This is true to form for us both.

We were talking about the different phases of play during our trial run and the pros and cons of each.

We then transitioned into a discussion when we were both getting frustrated with ourselves, for not doing so and so or for keep doing so and so when so and so should have been “and now for something completely different” and some of the things we shouted out.

He let slip that he was getting narked with me coz I kept volley boasting his serve and what he wanted to do was rally.

That opened my door when I replied with I was getting narked with him coz he get doing his excellent lob serves and I was struggling to do anything with it and when I did he just volley dropped them. I mentioned that I didn’t want to say anything coz we have 38 hours to deal with this etc and I didn’t want to piss him off – especially as it was my inadequacies that were the root cause.

It is clear we didn’t want to piss the other person off and so said nothing. Instead we both went into a passive aggressive mode for a bit.

Lessons learned?

The reality is we will get on each other’s nerve during this journey and in the actual attempt. There is no avoiding that so instead we must learn to embrace it and give each other the freedom to vent in the knowledge that it is not personal.

Had either of us vented then it would have been done and dusted and we could have move on.

To quote Peter Gabriel, he of the “Shaking Two Trees” phrase ….

Oh please talk to me
Won’t you please talk to me
We can unlock this misery
Come on, come talk to me
I did not come to steal
This all is so unreal
Can’t you show me how you feel?
Now come on, come talk to me
Come talk to me
Come talk to me

Come Talk To Me

From the album ‘Us’

Peter Gabriel

My Chimp Sure Was in Party Mode!

The 8 hour trial run is done, dusted and negotiated successfully. We put to bed a couple of demons but my word was my Chimp enjoying itself.

Every little niggle or sharp pain was met with a screech and comments like:

“So this pain is here after 2 hours and it is only gonna get worse, no way man, no way you can go 8 hours let alone 38. You ain’t gonna make the 4 hour mark”

or

“Careful that sharp pain is really serious, it’s not gonna go away”

or

“Wow that’s a new pain – never had that there before – I’d give up if I were you”

or

“You haven’t peed yet, yer dehydrated already!”

or

“That’s a cramp starting – game over dude”

Yeh! my Chimp really does talk like that, or

“You are too ****ing old to do be doing this ****, what planet are you from?”

or

“Look at Karam, he is still moving to the T and cutting every one of your shots off – no way you can stick that for 38 hours”

or

“Look at Karam, he is stretching again – no way you want to put him through that for 38 hours. Don’t make him go through this.”

I thought that last one was a devious change of strategy. Or whilst we were listening to Peter Gabriel’s Secret World Live when “Don’t Give Up” came on

“Well if you need to listen to that your *****d. Stop now, walk off court – go on you know you want to”

Screech, screech, screech, screech all the time.

And so the reality

Yes there were pains in the legs, just behind the inside of knees and the ITBs were sore as was the back. The right wrist got a little sore as did the right shoulder in a particular position The pain inside the knees went away. The ITBs stayed as they were. But honestly whilst it was uncomfortable it felt more mental than physical. Knowing the knees had packed it in in the previous doubles attempt my mind was trying to protect myself.

We found ourselves going through various patterns of play – long stretches of us serving and the receiver putting it away for a winner. Other patterns where we played alley games which kept us both moving putting it away when either of us felt like it. The former leads to a lot of standing around and little movement which does not help the body stay awake. The latter definitely is better. Personally in hour 8 I was still able to do small lunges to play shots.

The day after felt pretty good actually, a bit of a headache, the weak area in my back and ITBs were sore and stiff but my legs felt pretty good. I felt a lot better than I thought I would. Despite what my Chimp was warning about there was absolutely no cramp not during, after or asleep.

Whilst I was glad it ended I know I could have gone on longer.

I wear a Fitbit and whilst I take the stats with a pinch of salt these are them in anycase:

Steps32,891 from day total of 37, 961
Distance24.35 Km from day total 25.65
Calories Burnt5471 from day total of 7,311
Floors Climbed83 from day total of 86
Avg HR124
Peak HR158 (near end of hour 2)
Mins Fat Burn58
Mins Cardio434
Mins Peak87
Total time for effort (including breaks)09:40:06

We think the Fitbit detected lunges as climbing stairs so based on that 83 flights of stairs at 13 steps per flight works out to 1,079 lunges.

Lessons and Observations

Some lessons learnt and other observations in no particular order:

  • Our S & C coach Beth came and watched for a bit and made some observations: Our movement has improved; we are both right leg dominant; we must do our specific stretches during breaks (a lot to fit in)
  • Do not put new grips on all rackets for the start of the attempt – this causes extra friction which may lead to blisters
  • 3 pairs of shoes (1 dried, 1 drying and 1 being worn) won’t be enough in the summer. I sweat too much.
  • Can the shoes be changed every hour instead of every two hours
  • The Heel Slipping technique for tieing laces is not a good strategy for getting the shoes on and off quickly.
  • My favoured drink of 2 parts coconut water and 1 part orange juice is ok in short efforts but not an endurance effort as my standard drink. Causes too much wind and intestinal discomfort.
  • Bananas seem ok
  • Didn’t fancy the goat’s milk yogurt with strawberries and blueberries
  • Didn’t fancy the mix of pistachios, sunflower seeds and raisins
  • Flapjack mini bites seem ok.
  • Spaghetti and pesto with parmesan was great pick me up at lunch.
  • Chocoloate milk needs to be full fat and cold
  • In fact all drinks need to be cold.
  • Despite taking in about 5L of liquid I didn’t visit the loo for a pee until 6 hours in and had a mild headache after hour 2 for the rest of the day
  • I need to do a lot more work off court to reduce stress on lower back and ITB – whatever the root cause of that is
  • Lose more weight, lose more weight
  • Longer rallies better than two shot ones
  • Need more strategies in dealing with the Chimp
  • The wrist will get sore so need to do more exercises to make it stronger and more flexible
  • Absolutely need to change all my clothes every break, get towled down fast and talcum powder on in nether regions and torso
  • Will need clothes washing and drying or a lot more dry clothes available. I sweat a lot and hate being in damp clothes
  • Must keep chatting with Karam – too many long periods of silence
  • Lob serves make life easy for the server but not for the receiver, putting it into play as though you were teaching a novice would be better.
  • All the basic faults in movement are very evident during such a long run – there is no point in getting frustrated by repeatedly doing it ‘wrong’ – it will be what it is.
  • Whilst the squash itself may not be of a consistently high standard we are not being meausred on the quality of our squash – mind there were some sublime pancakes from volley nicks from Karam.
  • We both were getting really frustrated at the same time and I think it fed of each other, need a strategy to recognise and deal with it
  • Take every possible opportunity for a little stretch – ie when partner goes to pick up a ball.
  • During breaks someone needs to go on court and keep the ball warm
  • People watching is a massive energy boost. Is it worth exploring having a fun social squash event running at the same time on the other two courts, ie a fancy dress doubles tournie overnight
  • My usual headbands are fine for league matches but after an hour of wearing them they are irritatingly tight. Need to find an alternative.
  • Need to get base HR down about 20 beats. Being alert on court tends to raise my HR by 10 -20 beats per min. This would allow for more movement and a lower rate and being able to be more alert.
  • Most pain feels more like mind trying to protect me rather than anything significant.
  • It is boring
  • Do a few more 4 – 6 our trial runs after more training to work on first phase where it is possible to bank some time for later use

What next?

  • Schedule 16 hour trial run
  • Review training program and adjust accordingly
  • Start some mental training
  • Start incorporating some very long walks into training programme
  • Work with Richard to develop more left leg work on forehand.
  • Lose weight

1 Year, 12 Months, 52 Weeks To Go

1 year from yesterday we start the attempt.

Karam and I are ‘celebrating’ this milestone with a little 8 hour trial run down at the Workout Harbourside today to get a feel for what it will be like around the same time of year. Thankfully it is 10 degrees cooler than last weekend, then again perhaps it should have been in that heat. Also the courts will be upstairs next year as refurbishment has begun on the club with the 4 courts moving from downstairs to upstairs.

Can’t wait. So many lessons learnt from our previous trial runs in the Doubles last year.

Five Why’s

By Karam

I’m sure it’s not a software engineering specific idea but when trying to define requirements there is this idea that if you keep asking the customer why they want that requirement you can actually find out what they are really looking for. One usually arrives at the desired answer by the fifth Why? Of course you do run the risk of really annoying the customer but they often do get used to it and understand the process.

I’ve never applied that principle to myself when trying to discern why I am doing something. During the recent podcast with Tom Ford he applied to same principle to ask a second time why we Seamus and I were going for the record. No doubt if he had had more time he might have made it to 5 why’s!

I know that I don’t yet have the answers. Part of the process is the search for the answers and to accept that I might never discover a true Why. Mainly because I don’t think life is that static and the ebs and flows of daily existence bring different requirements at different times. Fixation of a single Why would lead to missed opportunities and likely disappointment.

I’m now building a list of Why’s and at any given time, if asked, I’ll answer based on a random number generator. Seems equally valid although I would despair if a customer applied the same approach!

So, why am I doing this WR attempt? Answer: 42.

On being narrow

Met up with Beth Bond today, S&C coach, who remarked along the lines “this is the narrowest I have ever seen you look”

I’ll bank that!

We live with the changes in our body day to day so it is hard to notice some of the changes. It felt bloody good for someone to notice and make the remark.

So 8 weeks ago, after the shingles settled down, I set myself the goal of doing 8 weeks low intensity workouts, starting at 20 min per day (plus stretches at end) and building that up over a number of weeks. The last two weeks saw me introduce one of the early S&C programmes Beth designed for me about 18 months ago. So daily sessions are up to 40 min plus stretching and alternating between S&C and fat burn/cardio work.

A few pictures of what the last 8 weeks looks like:

Training Stats

Sleep and Wellness Stats

Above 17 on the wellness stats is good. Would like to see the hours of sleep getting more as well.

The next four weeks is more of the same but increasing the intensity, particulary with the fat burn /cardio work starting to do more in the 80/20 HR zones for endurance training – especially as this is now really the start of the off season for squash so the best time to get this training in.

With the S&C I will start progressing through the other programmes we had – key area to be focussing on is the hips and the base of the back – trying to get some mobility and strength into that area to allow me to do further work later.

Small goals, small steps and keeping it as simple as possilbe whilst moving forward.

A new Finding Balance Podcast has been published

On 9th Feb this year we were interviewed by Tom Ford (Finding Balance Podcast).  We wanted someone experienced in interviewing to get into our heads so that we could document what led us to undertake this journey.

It was a load of fun to be interviewed by Tom who asked some interesting questions and made us feel very relaxed.

Whilst not the initial plan, Tom now published this as part of his Finding Balance Podcasts.  The episode is called ‘Seamus + Karam Singh – A Different Approach To Goals‘ Please have a listen.

Thank you once again to Tom for agreeing to interview us.

Will I ever understand how the mind works?

It was the BadAss Div 5 Final last night. I was 2-0 up in my match then mind got cloudy and we are into a fith. It was not a terribly noisy place but neither was it calm and quiet, felt on edge for no real reason.  Then in 5th I am 6-11 down and in trouble.  Out of nowhere the mind settled and a state of grace was achieved – not through any instruction or conscious intent – it just happened. And from that when I needed it most that zone we keep looking for when it is just the ball, space and me materialised and then ‘magic’.

I do understand and sympathise why people find it frustrating watching me play.

That key to unlocking a state of grace is so ellusive – I’ve no idea how to find it consistently.  I, and I suppose all of us, spend a lot of time training the physical attributes – mobility, fitness, swing, follow through, light feet, soft hands, good deceleration onto shot, specific shots etc but it is all dependent on what is going on in the head or more accurately allowing the mind to do what it does best when left to its own devices – create.

More mindfulness, yoga, meditation.

ZZZZZZZZZZ

Karam

I have been aware for some time now that my lack of sleep during the week was not optimal and was likely having a big impact on my attempts to improve my nutrition.  Anecdotally my late night drives home highlighted the link between fatigue and poor food choices (hence the Change the environment! post).

sleep

I have been recently listening to a number of podcasts that have been interviewing Matthew Walker, author of Why We Sleep: The New Science of Sleep and Dreams.

The podcasts by Peter Attia (first of three parts) and Rhonda Patrick provided some interesting insights and I am now reading the book.

I hope to minimise my risks as much as possible because I know I can’t fully achieve what I imagine are optimal sleep habits.  I will write future blog entries as I identify discreet actions and goals that suit me.

To anyone reading this that is interested in improving health please consider sleep as a vital aspect of the system.  I would highly recommend listening to the linked podcasts to get you started.

A successful week’s training

Got my small amounts of training done each day and finished yesterday with an hour on court with Karam down at Workout Harbourside before the final PSL match of the year.

The good news there has been no reaction post Shingles recovery from any of the sessions.  Continuing on now with the low intensity workouts and slowly start building them up over the next 7 weeks.

Food wise have cut out all the hot milky drinks.

Feeling 🙂 again.

An exercise in patience

Seamus

The recovery from Shingles continues. I’ve been experiencing what feels like chills or onset of fever about 3pm everyday which lasts for the rest of the day.  So any meaningful training is curtailed – just doing some walking and very gentle low level mobility.

Yesterday the chills arrived in the evening and today not yet. Fingers crossed.

So instead of training I have been focussing on setting and meeting little micro goals such as:

  • going to bed by 11pm 6 out 7 days a week (normally this is midnight)
  • increasing water consumption by 50% a day (was drinking about 1.2 l per day)
  • reducing amount of bread to one portion (2 slices maximum) a day and less if possible
  • stop drinking lattes/cappucinos as I have discovered I feel pretty lousy after having them

Mental frailties.

Karam

Last weekend during the final Irish Masters circuit tournament of the season, the Irish Masters Open, I had a poor outing mentally which was very frustrating. I thought I had a plan for the match but ended up being all over the place swinging back and forth between trying to be relaxed and trying to getting some purposeful energy into my game.

I certainly have concerns about the physical aspects of the WR attempt but those would appear to be easier things to address. I’m far more worried about how my mind works and what will happen under the duress of the longer training sessions and the event itself.

I have started to investigate mindfulness training. I’m not sure training is the best word as that sounds like something specific you do when working towards an event. What I actually need to look at is how I make this part of my every day life so that I can keep my mind settled and learn coping strategies for when the inevitable occurs.

I came across https://samharris.org/ through some podcasts that I listen to. Sam has created the Waking Up app, which, along with Headspace and Calm are some of the tools I am using to investigate this area.

I do see some irony in using hyper-connected tools like the iPhone and apps to address mindfulness but I expect to eventually learn some basic techniques to manage without the use of technology.

Prior to the tournament I had already decided to take two to three weeks off court before starting back with training for the summer season of tournaments. The first few days off were good but it didn’t take me long before I was back on court playing some friendly matches. On one hand that just seems stupid but on the other hand I have improved my capability to listen to my body and it was raring to go. I really enjoyed the run out so it was probably the right thing to do – certainly from a mental point of view it felt right.

For reference, the main podcast where I first heard about Sam Harris was on the Peter Attia Drive. https://peterattiamd.com/samharris/.

How my nervous system reacts

by Seamus

Interesting set of matches on the weekend – 4 against players who were much much better than me and the worry was not to be utterly humiliated. A marked physical effect from that was evident – heavy/twitchy breathing very early on, a lot of effort and not a lot of co-ordination.  I was aware that I was twitchy – again from the fear of embarassment – I was aware of it all going on – just had not the wit to switch of the Chimp.

Three matches against people who were not as highly ranked. Less stress.

Last match – utterly exahusted after having already played 4 times during the day and up against a much stronger player but this time no heavy/twitchy breathing and moving efficiently (or as efficiently as I am currently capable of).  I had a clear sense of not caring just enjoying – and I know that is an obvious cause and effect statement there – it’s not rocket science in theoretical terms. It’s just interesting that it takes so much exahustion for the brain to shut up and let the body do what it does best – move.  A life long journey to be able to get into that state faster.  Meditation, breathing, slowing down and getting enough sleep – which reminds me. 🙂

Change the environment!

Karam

I spend a lot of time in the car as I commute from Edgeworthstown to Dublin every day for work.  At best that is at least over three hours a day in the car which leads to a long day.  If I train or have a match in the evening then it can be late before I end up eating and heading for home.

abundance bazaar biscuits blur

The combination of being tired and having to stop in for diesel on the way home is a trigger point for a coffee and something sweet to keep me going.  It might be a packet of biscuits or a fruit scone but there will likely be something. Many have made the good suggestion to go for healthier options like fruit or to be better prepared by keeping healthy snacks in the car and I have managed to do that from time to time. But the thought of cracking open a can of sardines at 10pm isn’t that appealing!

After listening to some podcasts by Chris Kelly of Nourish Balance Thrive where he interviewed Simon Marshall, co-author of The Brave Athlete: Calm the F*ck Down and Rise to the Occasion, it occurred to me that there was a more obvious way to address this bad habit.

The idea is to change the environment of the habit.  My trigger has two components – the fatigue but also the need to stop in to get diesel.   Eliminating one of those might help break the habit. I should simply get fuel in the morning on the way to work rather than stop on the way home when I am tired and likely to look for a pick me up.  That does mean giving myself time in the morning to stop for fuel but I never have had a desire to buy a packet of biscuits at that hour of the morning.

Change the environment or circiumstances and so change the habit.  Easy peasy.

But I will try to pack a healthy survival kit as a backup plan…

Great weekend

by Seamus

Played 3 matches on Sat and 5 today (Sunday). Won the ones I should have and lost the ones I shoud have.

Happy with how it went especially after being off court for a month. Plase some good squash, played some bad squash but played squash.

Sore and tired, pretty much a rest day tomorrow but will start the new regime tomorrow. Starting with simple 20 min walking plus stretches. Will do that for a couple of weeks whilst the last of the Shingles gets out of the system.  No squash for a couple of weeks. League team is close to winning the division and so I would love to be able to play the final match a week on Wed.

Sleep…..

Back on court

by Seamus

I posted yesterday about the hiatus on training and that it would start again on Monday, didn’t mention though I was playing the the Avon County Closed Championships in the main draw and O55s.

Won my first match in the main, lost the second (as expected) but had fun. Lost my first match in the O55s (again as expected). Played Tim Miller. The last time we played each other must have been in 1990/91 in the semi-finals of the club handicap. I had a slightly generous handicap against him and managed to win in 5.  He was way too good for me then and more so today, but again had fun.

Funny thing happened during my first match. The Shingles has affected the right side of my torso from the diaphram all the way round the bottom of the rib cage through to the opposite side on the back.  Had not hit a ball in a month so was a little sloppy with my movement and lost contol of my momentum and sammed that part of the body into the side wall.  Why that side and not the good left side.

In bed early as have a lot of matchs tomorrow.  Hopefully there is no bad reaction overnight.

The first hurdle

by Seamus

You could say we made our journey official during an EliteSquash adult camp on 9/10 Feb when one of coaches, Tom Ford, interviewed us on the why/how/when etc around this attempt on the singles record.

We had a meeting with our S&C coach, Beth Bond – talked about all that we needed to do and how we were going to approach it. With a renewed sense of energy and an attitude of Yeh! We can actually do this. Off we went ….

Four days later I was diagnosed with Shingles and am now in the recovery phase. So that first week was gone for training. The next two weeks I was still in a lot of pain and very tired. This week I was still in pain and tired but less so.

Aiming to make my start on Monday with 20 min exercise a day and see how the nerves react.